i don’t knoe wat wrong wit me   everytime i try to make thing better im sure der wil b somthing dat gonna ruin it.. am i trying so hard dear.. i juz can’t understand wat did i do wrong?? i try 2 b strong for u & me.. i just cud’t stand wen u “bersayang2 & dear2″ 2 some1 else..i just cant, even if u said dat ” only frenz” ” nuthing going on between u n her”.. who am i 2 u den??? let me ask u dis simple ques.wat wud u feel if  i bersayang2 wit some other guy???.. i do believe u..seriously i do it just make me feel sad.. i jus 1 2 b d only sayang & dear 2 you..is dat hard??   i always said 2 me myself n i dat u always love me..u love me so so much..i noe you  do!! n i love you 2..

i never want anything from u.. i never wish dat u gonna pampered me wit stuff & watsoever..i just do care.. i just want you.. i don’t need anything from you except for ur love.. if one day im gone i do want u 2 noe dat i  always try 2 b perfect gf for u.. make u happy & i dont care how much it will cost me as long as i can b wit u.. Only GOD noe!!

p/s:mama if u read dis: im okey.. just don’t asked me wat happen & so so on… it just me!! mengada2..